smartsmurfette

Sorry guys I've been gone so long! Things have been happening and shiz but I'll try to be on more. Miss you all very much... I was gone so long that it took like...2 hours to clean out my inbox XD  But love you guys. -carol

So.. people tend to ask me what my actual "Happy" Days are like. Well.... I can put it this way... A happy day is still a gray day for me. Just without the rain.  :/ -Shadowed rose

Tonight I watched Full House. Such a great show... I watched the episode where Jesse was gonna leave. The part where Michelle and Jesse say goodbye and a tear falls from each.... DEM FEELS. It reminds so much of how many times... I had to say goodbye. To so many people. I miss so many individuals and I mean having a boyfriend when we're apart... Of course I miss him. But it's not just him.... Some things I am so stuck on... Idk when or if I'll ever break free. I'm trying though. That first tear is happiness BUT the first tear roll.... that's pain.  So I guess I felt both at the same time. But yeah so... I just needed to write this out. Thanks